Hiya Jitterbug, missing our old noob chat already, lol im sure that we will get use to this one. So what have u been up 2?????

How are u

Wb lots of love

Kiwi

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Im ok how are you? Ive been fighting a fluey bug and doing exams... my last one is tomorrow yay!

what about you?

How are exams going and all that shniz?

take care my friend

xxx

Hello jitterbug and kiwi

sorry i have not been on here for like ages been through a really stressful time. Mum well what can i say worse than usual since we got bak off holiday. Holiday didnt go that well either with my mum and grandad arguing 24/7. I didnt think my Grandad realised how ill my mum is and it came to him as quite a shock.

[:'(]

shona  xxx

thanx 4 being there

Heya Jit glad u found the post thingie, lol i havent had any exams this week as it half term here. Glad ur exams are nearly over bet ur well pleased about that. I only have 6 more yeah!!!! been in school allday 2day revising boaring 

Heya shona, how is ur mum now any better?? is ur grandad helping more now he has realised how bad ya mum is??? What have u been doing 2day

Wb lots of love Kiwi

Hi shona sorry to hear things have been rather poo :( *hugs* I hope you are able to make a little time just for you so that you can take care of you too thinking of ya hun xXx

Hey kiwi :D *mighty exhuberant wave* 

WOOOOOOOOOO no more exams ever!!!! well maybe in uni but woooooooo:D:D:D:D  I am quite hung-over today as a result of partying last night lol first time ive been out with mates in months first time drunk in months too. not that its something to boast about. being drunk is not cool, kids.. was just nice to let my hair down.

anywhoo im tired. see you in chat on weds.. xxx
 

Hiya Bab, i bet that u r still flying over the moon i know that i was wen i finshed all my exams last year cant wait until they are all over again this year need less stress. im going out with all my mates 2night bt i dont think im gonna get drunk even though i have told my  friends that i will. im not sure that they will let me get away with it, cuz they find it really funny when i get drunk. got my music exam on monday and every day this half term i have been up at 7am working n i have not stopped all week ill be able to stop soon cuz ive only got another 2weeks of exams n then an audition in 3 weeks its all good. What have u been up 2 2day???

Wb Love kiwi

argh thats ages! two weeeeeeks lol

 i suppose it isnt too long but ... these next few weeks are going to take ages til they are over lol cant wait to see me other half!!!

how are you today hun?

xxx 

Im really tierd and have still got masses of work to do, only thing is im so tierd that i cant do it. But if i dont do it i cant take my notes into my exam, n i really need 2 revise 4 science 2night bt just wanna collapes again. oh well ill get there i suppose, it will all be over soon and then just got 2 get on with my a2's some in subjects im not taking next yr.

How are u?? How has ur day been??

Wb love Kiwi

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you sound so exhausted and I dont blame u hun! *hugs* I felt like that too.How are u feeling now?

I hope your exams go ok, maybe let the school and exams coordinator know how things are, they may be able to support you better.. But I know its hard to mention stuff so just do what u can.

when I was doing my exams people always said " you can oly do your best" which is true, but it is frustrating because I know my best is never good enough. But hey  plans are always changing and you never know what will happen Ok I know im not making much sense but basically just do what you can and know you did as well as you can *yes I am the biggest hypocrit* even tho it may not be good enough for everyone else, as long as you know you feel you tried your best thats all that matters. There is always another way out. and no dont think of morbid thoughts..

you never know you may do better than you think. maybe its a case of priorotising, giving yourself a break when your body needs it and do what you can for the most important subjects?

Ok enough spraff from me..

take care hun Im thinking of yah

xXx 

Y hullo there n how r u 2day?? Only got 2 exams left- yeah, nearly over!

How are the exams going for you?? When do u get results?

What exams have u got left??

Wb Love Kiwi

yay almost there!!!

Im good thanks :) Ive done all my exams, my artwork gets marked on wednseday morning but I wont get my results til mid august. I know I wont have done as well I needed but hey.. plans are always changing... yes Im trying to stay positive. (people like me better when Im positive. Funny thing is I just feel like Im lying to myself hah!) . erm yeah who said that :O anywhoo yes I am fabety fabbbbbbbb! woooooooo flutterbies and glitter oh sparkly goodness

Ill tell u wot u r jb ur mad as a hatter, lol u always make me laugh. im sure ur art work will b absolulty fantastic n u will get the result that u desevre. so what have u been up 2 2day??

Wb Love Kiwi

EMBRACE THE SPARKLY GOODNESS!!!!!

so My artwork was marked today and apparantly the (cheif examiner himself) examiner was raving asbout how impressive my work was =O

LIES i tells ya lieeeeeeeees *coughs* o.O

so yeah s'all good just got the play and then the yc fest -which i hope you can come to. psssst get the bus to edinburgh and i'll sneak u in my bag

*looks around* walls have ears when no one is around you know!

anywhoo toodles for now chick! take care kiwi hun xxx 

Lol u make me laugh so much, i might end up taking u up on the suitcase thing. I am glad the examiner was impressed with ur work thats the way it should be. I have 2 go back to the hospital 2moz to get my foot cheaked out again its been really painful i just hope tha they say its ok although part of me hope that they say that there is a reason for the pain.

I have decided that i need to work harder at school expecally if i wanna go 2 uni eventually. n so i am up early bed late every day workin my socks off just hope it dont back fire on me at any point.

What have u been up 2 2day??? wb Love Kiwi

Hey kiwi,

how did you get on at the hostiple ?

The suitcase offer is still open What makes you think you aren't working hard enough hun?
Every time you mention school and extra carricular activities it sounds like you are trying your best... dont work yourself too hard my dear or you might burn the candle at both ends, so to speak.

Have you thought about taking a gap year at all, I rekon that would bee right up your street =)
deffer a year from uni..

How are things with your dad? Hope this weekend hasn't been too stressful honey *hugs*

My girlfriend came over on friday and my mum went to stay with dad so we've had a free house!!!  =P I needed a new pair of jeans so we went to TKMaxx and i got some reduced .. lol and she even bought me a new pair of shoes! well we went halfers on them..Im not going to wear them til I go on holiday though, I plan to have saved up some moneis so I can get lots of new clothes for going away to greece!

Mum comes back today *groans* and we have to help clean the bathroom and empty ot cos men are coming to fix the shower or something.. Then, I dunno.

What have you been up to this weekend them missie? 

take care xxx