I don't usually rant, I keep it to my self.

Everythings just getting on top of me with my dad, I'm finding it so hard to keep my self well while trying to make sure he's ok in hospital, I know he's in safe hands in hospital, but seeing as I've been used to him being ill since I was 4, I feel it's my duty to look after him & my purpose in life of caring for him has been taken away from me.

Sorry for the rant.

I shouldn't moan.

Take care, Kay =].

Heya

Ranting cna be gud...lets things off ur chest...i often rant 2 myself (i'm strange lyk that!)

You have very right 2 moan so don't b sorry :)

I know what it feels like to a degree having the caring role taken off you, but not anything like your sitaution. You said urself that he's in good hands and so make yuorself priority for once. We all deserve some time to ourselves and it doesnt mean u dont luv him any less. Think of it as somebody is giving you a break, you need your own life as well and although i know we feel like we shud always care for our loved ones, as im starting to realise sometimes its better for the person your caring for if you have the odd break now and then.

Sorry if this doesnt help nd i know its long, but keep strong nd tke care x

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Thankies Saucy it did help

Take care :) x