Heya im kiwi n im 17 and am currently in my a2 year (yr 13)

Im really struggling with everything at the moment- school jut isnt working for me, every1 around me is talking about uni and how they want to go to this one or that one, and all the teachers are talking about uni- thing is i cant see how i can go- even though its been my life long dream to go- i cant leave every1 that is here. I cant stand listening to everyone go on about it ect. and the work load is really hard to cope with and although my teachers know my home situation they all think that i can cope amazingly and so their for i dont need to have extra time ect- thing is its all an act.

Anyway my question how do i tell my teachers that i no longer want to go to uni?? How can i even still ave that tiny part of me that wants to go?? and How do i cope with my freinds talking about uni??

Sorry to be such a pain and ask awkward questions.

Kiwi