Hello my bestest friends !!!!!!!!

Missed you all lately i have like i dunno whats i me call it well i something to tell you all but i can trust you i dont want what im going to tell you  i dnt want it spread around the internet which you probably wont do anyway and you dont know the exact spot where i live anyway so it dont really matter  ahhh what the hell am i worrying about!!!  I spose im just a bit shaken up.

Well to start the (story) of my life......

As you probably know in the past i havent been the happiest of people i mean what type of yc is happy anyway (i have other issues aswell ) but there is so much that you can do to  make yourself happy so after being down and talking to like 8 different proffesionals about life and that i had started to get my life back on track i went to school everyday had a new social life got rid of my past and started to show the real me  the confident happy me. Mum had also got her meds right over the summer holidays so she wasnt as big of a worry as she was to me in the past.

Your probably wondering why the title is burglary. I can tell you exactly why. After regaining my confidence to socialise with friends and leave the house and do ordinary stuff and go to bed without worrying and not being sensitive to noises at night. well..... last night i was fast asleep about 3 there was a hammer at the door mum and dad went down to answer it to find two police men standing there by this time i had whipped a dressing gound on and stood at the top of the stairs looking down they asked to speek to dad. They asked him where the car was parked dad replied out the side of the house they asked him  where are the car keys dad said on the table they said can you look please dad searched the table THEY WERE NOT THERE. dad went mental so our car had obviously been stolen mum burst out into tears the police said that the car had been abandoned and  asked if anything else had been stolen we searched the house and there were a number of things stolen these include: A mobile phone, dads wallet, dads bronze figure, House keys and the list goes on.

They were also carrying a 10 inch knife so if one of us had woke up i dont think we would be alive now. which really scares me . They touched my stuff my school books which has really traumatised me I DONT GET IT WHY US. There were also photos of me up on the walls what if they see me in the street they will recognise me which really has wrecked me going out.

Fortunately the 3 16 and 2 -17 year olds that have done it have been caught and will appear in court soon . Not to mention they were already on bail anyway. But im still an emotional wreck so just to let you know sorry for going on

                                             shona xxxx