I don't usually rant, I keep it to my self.
Everythings just getting on top of me with my dad, I'm finding it so hard to keep my self well while trying to make sure he's ok in hospital, I know he's in safe hands in hospital, but seeing as I've been used to him being ill since I was 4, I feel it's my duty to look after him & my purpose in life of caring for him has been taken away from me.
Sorry for the rant.
I shouldn't moan.
Take care, Kay =].