HI JESSE I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THOURGH APPART FROM MY SISTER IS ALOT OLDER THAN ME AND WHEN MY MATES WOULD COME OVER THEY WOULD BE SCARED OF HER AND WHEN I INVITE THEM BACK ROUND AGAIN THEY WOULD SAY KNOW AND NOW I DON'T TAKE ANY OF MY NEW MATES HOME I FEAR OF LOSING THEIR FRIENDSHIP THE FRIENDS I DO HAVE THAT COME TO MY HOUSE ARE VERY UNDERSTAND BECAUSE MY MUM ALSO IS DISABLED. THE SCHOOL THAT I HAVE JUSTED MOVED TO DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM NOT THERE SOMETIMES, LATE FOR SCHOOL OR REALLY EARLY, IHAVE FOUND THAT SOME DAYS IT TAKES ME LONGER TO DO THINGS THAN OTHER DAYS COS OF PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE MYSELF. ALL I WANT IS SO MATES THAT I CAN TALK TO WHEN THINGS GO WRONG. MY SCHOOL IS CATHOLIC AND I FIND THAT I SPENDA LOT OF MY TIME SAT IN THE CHAPLE MORNING BEFORE SCHOOL, BREAKTIME, LUNCH AND AFTER SCHOOL BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO BE MATES WITH A TOMBOY BECAUSE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ARE FREAKS ACCORDING TO THE PEOPLE AT MY NEW SCHOOL. I THINK YOU CAN LEARN ALOT FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE OTHER WISE WE WOULD ALL BE THE SAME. ALSO RECENTALLY I HAVE TURNED INTO AN EMO AND I AM MOCKED ABOUT WHAT I DO TO MY WRIST EVAN THOUGH ITRY TO COVER IT UP BY WEARING LONG SELEVS.
HOPING TO BECOME YOUR FRIEND!
PIPPA
OXO